Okay, today's blog entry is going to be a bit different. I've got so many feelings and thoughts rushing through my head that I'm struggling to get them into any sort of order. Throughout the last 24 or so hours I've faced some major personal hurdles that have challenged me from within. Challenged my emotional and spiritual wellbeing. I guess it's put me on edge.
I know it's okay to feel my emotions because it's better than eating them. I certainly don't need to go backwards in this journey but I do feel the need to put something out there. I suggest you listen to each of these songs and if they ring true to you, know that you are not alone.
To make it interesting, please comment below once you work out what they are.
'Cause I can feel it
It's rising like the storm
Take hold of the wheels and turn them around
Take all the courage you have left
Wasted on fixing all the problems
That you made in your own head
I've been cheated, been mistreated.
I've been put down, I've been pushed 'round.
Down the hall, maybe straight up the stairs
Bouncin' off the wall, floatin' on air
I don't wanna hear the phone ring
Don't wanna hear your voice on the line
I don't wanna come to you, I don't wanna come to you
I don't wanna give in this time
Mornin' comes and her hairs all a mess
That's when she thinks she looks her worst
It's times like this she dont know why
I can't take my eyes off her
I don't want to go to work today or even put my makeup on
I've got better things to do than my todo list anyway
Hide under the covers and waste away the day
So is anyone else humming or even singing along by now? That's it for now - might post more later... Just little snippets of what's been going through my head...